I realize that my self doubt, and an internalized hate and sorrow about me has to stop. It is chronic and complex, some of which is tied to my ptsd. I am miserable in my spirit. I criticize everything about myself and others. In the days since the accident I have struggled to sleep, struggled with tears, considered suicide yet again. .
I miss creating theatre. I fear loss of income to get back to it. But more than that I fear being good enough. I need manifesto that I create to help live my life with compassion and love. To live an ethical life and embrace all of my life experience and forgive me forgive me forgive me..
Manifesto
Stop hating myself and accept me for what I am...I am what I am and I deserve my own love.
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