Sunday, January 5, 2014

a rare rant

maybe I should allow a rant maybe I should give voice to my feelings and talk about what makes me angry.
Broken promises.
Ignoring texts
Ignoring emails
Not accepting my help with anything
being vey nice and romantic and then taking it away
on again off again
locking the door
being there and then going away
I gave a lot of energy and time to the relationship
that was a big crash and burn
I am letting go
I have been in much distress
but now have discharged a lot so feel a little less burdened....
kate says she is junky
that seems a funny word
but not inaccurate

she was not available. she wasn't there when I needed her
I could not depend on her to be kind
she could be gruff

but she is out
she is not good for me
and I have left her
I have left her to my history to my past
and do not vision her in my future

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