hand holding

There is a lot to hold. I have challenges at work and home. Starting a new relationship. Now living with a dog. Show at Arc. Making myself vulnerable. Feeling older. Creating a spiritual practice. Stress Fracture. New script for my life. Writing my story again. Sharing my personal space. Me vs me. New aches and pains. Keeping my sugar controlled. Practice presence.

Getting easier to talk to Mag. I felt her presence behind me. No startle response. I turned around and I was happy to see her. Physical expression of love. Trust her not to hurt me, came a gimmer of what it feels like to feel safe and vulnerable at the same time. I could feel it in my body.

Rediscovering my pluck. Confidence.

Understanding embellishment's purpose. You tell a tall tale to fill a big hole. Story to make you the hero, because they can never know my true self, then I'd be exposed a fraud.

Working with Dalton and Mag on being vulnerable.

It's no party. It's no joke. But shame, anger are the hard parts.

Starting over in pursuit of wellness is the easy part.
Looking to find my anger/negative self a friend, some imaginary friend she can talk to and leave me alone.

Practice presence.