buffalo buffalo buffalo

so very different from A2, it is striking ... how different.

here doing dyke march work .. meetings and stuff.

i am suspended between feelings of hope and feelings of should i come home?

here is maybe a better place for me to be creative. the dyke march has given me a place to be creative...despite the horrible heat and only ac in my car not where I am staying shit

sense of belonging very strong here
feel safe here

but being around Kate full time would be a stressor
she is so full of anxiety

being home is familiar and I feel so unfamiliar to myself right now, that being home is a comfort