Wednesday, January 4, 2017

closet

yesterday i started cleaning the closet. Oh and I cleaned out three of the four drawers under the bed. One to go. Closet is half way done. Im on a roll. It's avoidance and escape on a grand scale that says but its constructive activity Im cleaning, organizing, recycling, regifting, becoming a better person.

Ignore the facts
Not showing up at work.
No physical activity really, no working out, which I know makes me feel better.
Eating unhealthy
Coughing
Discomfort from fat
Farting all the time
Drinking wine
Sometimes forgetting meds
Binge television watching
Binge eating
Irregular sleep
Poor nutrition
High sugar levels
Depression
Continual self medicating

I know better. I have achieved great success but I never sustain it. I do not know what to do. I want to sustain success.

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