Thursday, July 14, 2016

calling mom in the dark

Those girls on that first sleep over scared me. They talked about other girls who had had sexual experiences with boys. It was at Linda West's house. I didn't really know the girls that were Linda's friends.  I felt like an outsider.

what they talked about about made me very uncomfortable. If they only knew what my brother was doing to me. It confirmed my biggest nightmares. I felt sick to my stomach.  It upset me. I couldn't sleep.

In the middle of the night..in the black of night...on a phone at the top of the stairs I called my mother and said come get me. And she did.

I WAS VERY RELIEVED TO BE AWAY FROM THOSE GIRLS.

I felt afraid.

very very afraid.

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