now this 7/1/2016

Late may early july
back in buffalo for the next 5 days for 4th of July weekend holiday.glad to be here with my family and friends. which doesn't begin to really describe them or the feelings of acceptance and love I feel when I am here.

it feels good here. i want to come back. i want to be here, again.

the drive here was full of delays and frustratingly longer. but now that im here its all god. i have hardly seen kate. she works long hours and she looks tired. Poos kid.

the new place has a memory of bayview road and the farmhouse. i think it is the drapes and the sunlight on tree leaves that are the hook. blam i am at the farmhouse.