May all beings be peaceful
May all beings be happy
May all beings be safe
May all beings awaken to the light of their true nature
May all beings be free
An old college friend taught that prayer this morning. I am grateful for the gift.
Ok so docs say as follows:
OBGYN says ALL NORMAL but we will do sonogram to be sure and to figure out what is causing pain in lower abdomen. But no fibroid as reported to me by docs reading MRI.
ORTHOPEDIC Surgeon says no torn glutous medius, just plain old sciatica.
PHEW to both. I feel weak since the cancer. I feel physically weak in a way I have never felt before. My muscles are tired, my bones are tired.
But I believe that I am doing the right thing by slowly adding exercise, by riding the bike have gone from five to eight minutes. I believe I am doing the right thing by going to MFit and recording everything I eat. So far so good with that. Still doing it. It helps and I am wearing the pedometer. I feel good about this. I had a horrible moment earlier this week. Caught myself in a mirror at the docs. omg I look horrible. so very very fat and tired and sad. I am going to change.
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