Different

It was a different kind of weekend for me. I started the 48 hour cleanse. The preparation for all the meals kept me busier in the kitchen than the bathroom. Mostly raw vegetables, there was much peeling and chopping and clean up for every meal. Used food processor and juicer both days and everything except breakfast was raw food. I didn't like the broth at all. I will look for a better broth option for next time. And I liked it so I will do it again. I loved dinner which was a cut up apple and sauerkraut. Lunch was a smoothie. And the pineapple kale drink is quite tasty. So I was so busy in the kitchen I never really cleaned the apartment. I did some laundry and dealt with cat litter. Still need to find a dry cleaner to take the comforter to before Trish gets here. I am starting to feel overwhelmed between work duties and home prep for Trish. So I tell myself. Relax, deep breaths, stay present you got this...it is not too much...I remember how that vulnerable little girl who taught me about myself, is ok and safe now....I am here for her. I am grateful for her survival instinct that kept me going that kept me alive long enough to reach 60 this year, a wiser woman for her tenacity. And we will have a great week. I can hold this charge and use the energy to do good work, stay present and thrive this week as best I can.