Monday, August 24, 2015

raining more this summer

more rain than usual this summer.

it was a productive stoner weekend. it was a vacation. a stay home vacation. i didnt worry about anything. it was an anxiety break. im still on break.

this is the text I woke up to this Monday morning from Kate
Hi. I had a weekend alone. I have been deep in my head which can sometimes be bad. This weekend it wasn't. I was alone. But not lonely. And I thought about you a lot. Because you have been alone. And you take such good care of yourself and us. So. I love you. Thank you for making me aware.

that was very sweet but i felt guilty because i binged all weekend and did not take care of myself. i escaped feeling bad.


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