Tuesday, March 24, 2015

realize

I talked to chris h. Took her two weeks to return my call. It was a frustrating conversation for me, and maybe for her. I felt there were more things she was not saying than she was saying. She kept not completing her sentences, and cutting off mine. Holding back and judging. m not taking in the judgement I heard. It will only block from getting to my won feelings.. I keep thinking about Keck's unreasonable judgement of people, including chris, and feel sad that it was Keck's  hurt child self talking.  I did find out that Keck had been diagnosed with cancer, and most likely was the prompt for the suicide. She had made a treatment plan that was to start the next day or so and a childhood friend was flying in to be with Keck...she was the one who called the police who found her. chris is getting the plaque and plans on doing something in Oct. and she promised to include me, took my email. I don't exactly feel welcome but if invited i will attend.







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