wake let cats out pee boil water make coffee take meds write watch tv facebook email let cats in pet Crash eat wash dress cry drive type make tea type call talk email type facebook call drive eat type talk write plan talk pee email call write drive post office workout drive get mail eat cry pet Crash pet Jump watch tv pet Crash Jump pee take meds sleep...
no wonder I am depressed
I cry in grief every day of my life. who cries every day?
I do I cry every day of my life for as long as I can remember
I remember a bright little girl so very curious about her world...and then I started crying every day and still do
now I look in the mirror and see an old woman who's life is diminished by age and illness and disease who works because she needs meds and needs meds so she works..i miss my bohemian life...waking every day again to be curious and have hope of my world my neighborhood.
not much of a life
now I wake in a city where few know me and no one really needs or wants me for anything other than going to lunch or dinner
relief comes when I go to the theatre or to ums or to a movie or to um to see holly or larry
the best days are spent with kate carmen and sarah but they are too few...too few
yesterday donna snyder told me she was shocked that I was turning 60 she thought I was 45. lol. yesterday I spent 70 to get a haircut I hate. seems what I do in ann arbor. in bflo I moved in ann arbor I get bad haircuts. and it makes me so upset...I don't recognize me in a lousy haircut.
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