Friday, March 15, 2013

one joint

got pot for Jared yesterday which gave me an opp to sit and chat with him...one of my favorite things to do. I rolled one small joint brought it home smoked and ate and ate and slept (very well) and then this morning my sugar was 148 and I have a headache, and sick stomach.. the old story.

back and forth I go....

kastle james lorna sarah
in that group I belong because in that diversity I belong
no one sticks out no one is left out we all belong together in our differences we are equal.

I feel crappy now.
crappy because in this homogenized very white middle class town
I am the loser
no property
no savings
still living pay check to paycheck
all alone
no partner
loser
standing next to their values I don't add up


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